here I am again ..here I am letting go every bad thought that in my mind
it's killing me .. all this talk all this whisper about me behind my back .. I know people talk .. and they talk a lot but I wish I can make them stop .. they don't really know what I am going through with my life
I am struggling
.I feel like am drown into a deep ocean and no one willing to help
My depression today is too high ... it's too high in a way that I feel like I can't breathe normally
I know depression will
He is like a friend .. he is the only one left for me when everyone goes to his life
I do feel that my feeling today is overwhelming and a lot .. and I do feel that I become a drama queen about my life and every single moment in it .. but I think it's okay to be depressed for no reason once in while I belive that it's healthy for your body .. I mean it .. imagine if all your life is happy and no sad moment in it .. it will be like a pink painted with only one color that makes it look un interesting
I just can't .. and you will never understand
maybe you will understand if you have what I have or maybe not
I am literally struggling and I can't find any door open so I can get out from this crazy thought
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